March 4th through 15th

It came and it went... It always goes by so fast, but I do everything I can to hold on to it...
I'll see him in July.. which truthfully isn't THAT long.... but it is TOO long to be away from 
the man that I love...
Here are some pictures of our time spent together :]
I dropped him off at the airport a couple of hours ago...
I miss him already.
I love you babe. 
You make me happier than I've been by far

Asleep on my couch with a Tinkerbell blanket ;]

Playing backgammon with my Grandma?!

Waiting to catch our flight to California together<3

Trying to jump start his shitty jeep ;]

Going to the Spokane mall!

He bought me this back in Kyrgyzstan :] 

Spokane<3

Playing wii with his best friend Jose :]

Attractive face babe? ;]

Pro wii golfer!

Lou! His and his mom's chubby beagle :]

Ryan's little cousin Aubrey.. She liked me >.<

Squished on his tiny twin bed in Washington!

Sushi with Ryan and Caleb! haha

Look at the love in their eyes... Kelsey and I are concerned ;]

Love me some Spokane ;]

I promised him I wouldn't cry when I dropped him off this morning...

and I didn't!

....

When I walked through the front door of my house though..

I lost it :'( 

haha but shhhh don't tell him that ;)

He is set to deploy again back to Manas on May 3rd, but he is trying to 

leave in April.

This means that the new countdown is set for July 18thish :]

Can't wait<3

MIA?

Hi Michel!
Haha So this morning miss Michel yelled at me via comment to get back to blogging, so I thought I'd give a quick little update :]


I SEE RYAN IN SEVEN DAYS!!!!


Hopefully that is.... Something broke or whatever, and he is most likely going to be delayed a couple of days. He CLAIMS that he will be back Friday morning the 4th (I land in Spokane at 8:30 pm). He did say that there is a chance that he won't be back until that Saturday though.. (:/ I really really hope that is not the case) and that if it does pan out like that then I can stay with his pilot's wife or get a hotel.... Not quite sure what I will do about that yet...


Either way, I can't wait to kiss his face and hold his hand and.... :X hahaha
I have just missed that man so much :] 




Now.. I haven't been posting because I have been so damn busy! School and work and coaching take up all of my time, and I AM ALWAYS SO DAMN TIRED.


That will change after finals are over though I assure you :] 
Hope everyone is doing well! :D 

Today Today, Go Away.

Sorry guys... Just not feeling today :/ 

I hope you are all having a good one though, and if you're not

I'm right there with you.

Happy Valentine's Day Ladies

(Ryan liked this^^<3)

Common Things....

So.. today Ryan told me that he is on the list to be sent out again in April..
Which means he will be home for a month
Which means he will be sort of bummed
Which means he will miss my birthday again


It was sweet because he genuinely seemed sad about missing my birthday <3
I love that guy.

Damn though... it really sucks.
I knew he wanted to get sent out as much as possible this year,
and that we have it better than others who endure 360 day deployments and so on.


And I know that I should be used to not having him with me on days like that..
Hmm... He is trying to be home for his cousin's wedding and his mom's birthday though.
I hope that happens for him and his family's sake. 


Valentine's day is approaching, and I don't mean to be bitter but I would really love to be able
to fast forward on through that. haha
This year, all of my favorite people have plans with their loved ones.
Not that I'm all that romantic, but it would still just be nice to watch a movie with him on the couch and
grab some dinner. 


Instead... I will be doing homework and probably order a pizza for one haha
Normally, I don't mind being alone.. but Monday? 
I'm going to go ahead and file Monday under "suck."


Thinking about the future helps though :]
Providing things are still going smoothly, in a year I may be on my way to no longer being a California resident :]


ANDDDDDD
22 MORE DAYS TILL WASHINGTON :D!!!!!

haha Yes, I have finally allowed myself to begin the countdown.
I should be getting my tax return some time next week as well (which is a very lovely sum!), so that means I can spoil him a little when I am up there.
(I love spoiling him >.< ....... I'm going to spoil MY wardrobe a little too haha ;D)


I've also decided that the entire time I am with him, I am going to take 4735746765247656234134135 pictures of him and I. haha
I realized that I don't have much because I always forgot to bring my camera!
BUT NOT THIS TIME.
;D


Have to head out to job number two now!
bye all!<3

Guilty.

Alright.. I've been doing really well with my diet... that is.. until last week haha
This past week I went out and ate what I want and did what I wanted.
AND I HAD A BLAST!
(EXCEPT.... for my Steelers' loss :( DAMN YOU ROETHLISBERGER!!!!!!! </3 Because of him I owe my friend dinner. FAIL) 
Sooo... ultimately I don't regret it...
But time to get my butt back in gear (: 
A lot of people have been saying that I look thinner.. but people lie haha

As for Ryan... A little over 3 weeks left until I can fall asleep and wake up
to my air man(: I can't wait! I almost don't want to look at the calendar! 
He keeps talking about things that he wants to do when I get up there, which makes me 
so happy because I know he misses me and is as anxious as I am. 


Lately he has been talking about moving in together a lot as well, so I have been on cloud nine with that >.< 


Other than that, school is going really well and I guess work is alright too.
My car did have a meltdown today though -______-
My dad said it should be fine, but that the part will take 2-5 days to be delivered..
Which leaves me to drive around a giant Saturn Outlook in the mean time. 


That is all for now! 
Time for some homework and a little work out session before bed!
DAMN YOU JILLIAN MICHAELS haha ;D

Favorite thing for the day?

The poem, "I Carry Your Heart with Me," by E. E. Cummings.

It is one of my favorites.

I'm debating on turning it into a tattoo(: